Trying to find the blessing.

So, Marcus is studying abroad this summer. He will be gone for 6 weeks and I will be left here to fend for myself. I am trying to figure out if we can go on a small get away to Mexico before he leaves for Mexico. Thing is, it costs money. I am trying to figure out the blessings of Marcus leaving. Time to myself? Not really...I am a HUGE people person. I hate being alone. HATE! Marcus finishing up his studying abroad stuff so he can graduate is a good thing. I guess that is one, but 6 weeks? Ugh. I sure hope we can have a Vaca before he goes. I sure wouldn't mind leaving the country for once. I have never been outside of the United States. I guess we will see. I sure hope there is a blessing on a trip with my husband before we have to be apart for so long. Yes, long. I know he isn't like in the army or anything and will be gone forever, but 6 weeks is still a long time. My rant is over. I must find the blessing in Marcus studying abroad. Good luck with that I know.

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with love,
Karin